I think this semester cannot maintain my 3.6 GPA already. Sian ttm! 
All the modules I’m taking now are really not my cup of tea. & judging by my project work and assignments so far, I think the module that I am confident of securing an A is CHLT- Children Literature :>
TETL- I think I did the minimum for the 25% individual proj. I slogged my guts out thanks to this, I just hope my teacher will be more merciful and see the ton of effort I placed in completing her very dreadful assignment. Please..got a B for her group proj (ahhhh way below my expectation), a B for her common test. So basically, I’m averaging B for this module :/ Not good enough. I hope I can get a B+ overall.
SPSS- Screwed up this module big time! Like I can’t emphasize how BIG is BIG time. The 40% storytelling assignment was totally screwed up by me. Ya, I blanked out in front of my class. Completely forgot my storyline. & you know how bad I am at impromptu(s). Argh SICKENING. I just hope for at least a B. No C, no way am i gonna allow a C in my report slip.
LADEL- Okay I was pretty confident about this module until I got back my result for the individual assignment. A freaking C+!!!!!!!! Demoralising much.
DPL- This module..hmm, lots of memorization to do. Common Test results were good (for me), 30/40. I hope I can ace this end of semester exam and secure an A, or not at least a B+!
IP (Attachment)- Honestly, quite disappointed at myself that I only got a B while others can get AD What the pong, at least a B+ righttttttttt, I did so much! :/ Anything with + is always better..hahaha!
Am I putting too much pressure on myself? o.o It’s like…my goals are set in such a way that the lowest I can go is a B+. Ha ha ha, SPSS & TETL are exceptions because I think CUI already. CMI God please make a way….and make me start studying man. Why am I even wasting time typing all these sheeeeez out :<
Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know that the person is no longer worthwhile; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do they think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.
It’s funny that not even one of you are showing any signs of concern when others, some even people that I’m not even close to, are. It’s like so ironic. We were suppose to be a family, being here for one another, but what happened along the way? Everything’s that happening now is just…so disappointing. Attendance’s pathetic, no one’s making the effort. You tell me, what’s the point? Where did those fun times we had together went to?
School feels so sucky now. My emotions are everywhere up and down I can’t get a hold on them. And deep down I feel as if I’m gonna get sucked into that black hole where I can never get back up again. Tell me I can do this
